Holiday

Where are you when I want it here? Where are you when I'm fighting for the person I'm hoping to give me happy? Often I forgive your mistakes, I often forgive your absence, I still show my best smile to you even though I really want to cry.

I'm getting tired. Tired of waiting for you, tired of defending you. Can you start looking at my struggle and ignore it all? Can you see my concern? Just once. In order for me to get the light of hope to continue to wait and fight for you. It's all my struggle to defend you, to defend "us", is that not enough to dispel your insensitivity, your indifference? Until I begin to be at the point of saturation fighting for you, you still ignore it, is it proper that you still struggle

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