I looked you up because you upvoted my comeback post. I wanted to return the favor. However, reading through this, I want to say thank you. Not only for the upvote but for being an awesome steemian. There are a good number of authors who aren't interactive. Of course, if one is inundated with comments, it'll be difficult to reply. But it'll be nice if they interacted with a few. Afterall, without the followers, there will only be cricket sounds. I think it's touching that you value your followers and show them that you do. It can get discouraging when you spend your time writing a reply after reading a post and not even get a comment back. And I don't mean a spam reply btw (those deserve to be ignored tbh)... Moving on! It's your SP. Delegating to slowly grow stronger is strategic and in the end, benefits more steemians with how you are as a person. I'm sorry to hear about your anxiety. I think you're doing great with the pace you set and all. A goal being high or low is subjective anyway. What may be low for one may be high for another. Good luck reaching your goal :) Happy New Year!