Welcome back @wondergrasp! I think it is great that you have several themes that you want to talk about. I seem to have several themes as well (and some do better than others in regards to payout and engagement).
For now, my fulltime job is how I pay the bills and Steem is my FREE therapy and a way to create. If that changes in the future I would be thrilled, but we are not there yet.
I did make it to the end of your post. See you around!