There are a lot of people who keep reminding themselves of what they want to have, but don't forget to be grateful for what they already have. The main thing that you have above all this is life. Being alive means that your hopes are always supported, so you should be grateful....
There are a lot of people out there who would like to be in your situation. The truth is, you can't buy life with money, you just can't. So be grateful that you have life. Now is not the time to worry about the things you don't have. It is true that you asked for things that you did not receive, but there are certainly things that you received that you never asked for. The best thing to do right now is to count the blessings you have received, and then you will realize how blessed you were.
If you look at your life now and compare it to your life a few years ago, you will find that you are much better than you are now. When your heart is filled with gratitude, you won't have to worry about what you think you don't have.
It should be noted that no matter what position you are currently in, there are many people who do their job better than you, but yet they haven't gotten to your position. That's why you should approach life with a grateful heart, not a complaining heart.
The truth is that you can't own all the goods in the world, so your happiness (or lack thereof) is not necessarily related to what you have or don't have. The contentment of life is what gives a grateful heart. If you look closely, you will understand that what you have that you are ignoring about may be what someone else is praying for.
For example, one person complained about lack of work but did not take the time to be grateful after graduation, while many others left. Imagine you're complaining about no shoes to wear, but there are other people who don't have working feet and happily choose to have their feet without shoes.
Before complaining that there is nothing, first be grateful for what you have and you will realize that there is no need to complain. Confrontation is one of the things that makes people ungrateful. That is, when they use others as their standard of living. Not only do they put unnecessary pressure on themselves, they also become ungrateful.
Whenever you feel the need to compare yourself to others, you tend to underestimate yourself. Your gratitude depends on how you receive the gifts of life, not the size or quantity you receive. If you cannot be grateful for the seemingly small things you received, you are more likely to fail to show gratitude when you receive something bigger.