Disclaimer: This story was inspired by Sam Smith's album In the Lonely Hour. The title of each chapter comes from the song it was inspired by. It was originally written as fanfiction, but I switched up the names and such of the characters. I don't own any rights to Sam Smith or his album. The story contains adultery and LGBT themes. Later chapters will contain NSFW material. I'll mark the chapters appropriately. Let me know what you think!
Chapter One - Not the Only One
Chapter Two - Make it to Me
Chapter Three - Latch
Chapter Four - La La La
What the hell was she doing here? She wasn’t this person. She had stormed away from Alex in some fit of rage, she was letting her emotions take control of her. Any other day should would have ran to her best friend, but instead she was standing at a certain blondes front door, debating on whether she should knock. What was wrong with her?
She kept telling herself she shouldn’t be here. It was like a mantra going off in her head, but she couldn’t bring herself to leave. Maybe this is what she needed. The type of comfort she craved. Liz was amazing and always willing to listen or just sit together in a comfortable silence, but Daena didn’t want to talk about things. Silence was welcome, but she didn’t need distance. She just wanted to be held, to feel important, to feel wanted. She was lost within the war raging in her head and didn’t hear the foot steps behind her.
“Hey.” the voice spoke softly and a gentle touch to her shoulder. Daena literally jumped out of her thoughts and turned to see her current cause of confusion.
“Julia, hi.” She took a moment to compose herself. “I’m sorry...to just show up like this. I would have called, but I don’t have your number...” she trailed off.
“No, it’s fine. I mean, anyone else I probably would have some less than pleasant words for, but I definitely don’t mind seeing you again.” Julia smiled. Daena blushed and looked to the ground while pushing a piece of stray hair behind her ear.
“I couldn’t stay home. I had to get out of there...” She paused. “I’m not even sure shy I came here... I just... I should just go.” She moved to step around the blonde, but was stopped by an arm around her waist.
“Stay... Please.” Julia requested. “We don’t have to talk or doing anything. We can watch another movie and I can hold you and we can just relax. Whatever you want.” she finished. Daena looked up at her.
“If you insist.” She easily caved, knowing deep down she wanted exactly that. Julia moved to unlock her door and smiled at Daena’s response. She knew the beautiful brunette just need that small amount of cherishing and she couldn’t find herself able to turn her down, even if she wanted to.
“I, uh, just got back from the gym. I’m gonna take a quick shower, 10 minutes tops, and then I am all yours.” Julia spoke as she walked backwards towards her room.
“Okay.” Daena nodded.
She went into to kitchen to get a glass of water, but realized she wasn’t really thirsty. Instead she started to peek around a bit, noting that she was definitely getting hungry. During her mental catalog of all the not to healthy snacks throughout the pantry, she heard the shower come on. Her mind was suddenly on an image of Julia naked under the stream of hot water.
To say she wasn’t turned on would be a lie. She bit her lip and stepped out of the kitchen and peered down the hall towards the blonde’s room. She wasn’t sure when it happened, but at some point, her brain seemed to shut down and her subconscious took over. She slowly made her way towards the running water. She removed her clothing piece by piece as she made her way down the hall. Dropping each piece to the floor.
When she entered the room, she was in her bra, underwear and heels. She removed her heels and walked into the bathroom. She could see the blonde’s blurred body through the frosted shower doors. Removing her bra and underwear, she watched as Julia tilted her head back into the water. She walked to the shower and placed her hand on the sliding door. She waited for a moment and Julia brought her head back down, immediately noticing the new arrival.
She placed her hand on the glass, matching up with Daena’s, but didn’t speak. Daena slid the door open and stepped in to the shower. she took in the beautiful body in front of her, slowly moving her hands to the toned stomach, sliding their way up across soft breasts and latched around Julia’s neck, pulling her in for a kiss.
Julia’s mind was blown from the moment she realized Daena was on the other side of the shower door. She had hoped that they would be able to share a few more kisses, but this... This she never saw coming. Part of her want to stop and keep Daena from doing something she regretted. The other part of her wanted to skip the four-play and take her against the shower wall.
“Daena...” she had pulled back from the heated kiss to look into brown eyes.
“Whatever I want, right?” Daena spoke near a whisper. Julia nodded. “I want this. I want you...” She trailed off as she began to kiss down Julia’s neck causing the blonde to moan.
Julia knew this was a bad idea. Daena was married and the future between her and her husband wasn’t written in stone. But, the only way she could stop herself now, is if Daena asked her too. It was just sex. That was what Julia had to keep reminding herself. She had to remember that Daena just needed something from her and that she was more than willing to give it. She understood the situation perfectly and she just needed to remember her role in things.
Julia’s hands shot directly to Daena’s waist, squeezing gently and then moving to her backside. She gave a firm squeezing eliciting a moan from the other woman. She then moved to grab a hold of soft thighs and lifted Daena up against the shower wall. Daena winced slightly when her skin touched the cold tiles. She removed her lips from Julia’s neck and looked into green eyes. Both chests heaving and both eyes filled with want. She tangled her hands in blonde hair and crashed their lips back together.
“Touch me.” Daena breathed against kissed swollen lips.
Julia released one of the soft thighs and moved her hand between their bodies. She used her weight to keep her up against the wall. She broke the kiss and began trailing her lips and tongue down the tanned jawline. She began stroking her fingers through slick folds.
Daena gasped and her head flew back against the wall. She gripped Julia’s shoulder with one hand and a fist of silky blonde hair in the other. It felt so good. Julia’s body, her hands, her lips, her fingers. It all felt amazing.
“Inside.” She gasped.
The blonde complied, easily sliding two fingers deep into her. She wanted to give Daena everything she needed in that moment. She made her thrust paced and firm, as she bent down slightly to take a firm nipple into mouth. Daena whimpered, her body reacting easily to Julia’s ministrations.
As Julia worked her body, she forgot about Alex and his lies, she forgot about the other woman. She allowed herself to be in this moment, to be with this woman. She felt wanted, cherished and nothing else mattered. She just let go. Over the next two hours, she let go of everything outside of Julia’s bedroom.
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Oh, you take me to Nirvana
I don’t think this will last
But you’re here in my arms
- Sam Smith
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