Energy can only transform, never disapear they say, well, someone or something gave you that extra bump, not even chemically induced for once, so that's good, and suprising.
You are thinking about more options than the few you've been using, energy to think gives unlimited possibilties.
Not all that realistic, or even plausible, but it will give you what you need. Optimistic outlook.
You do what you can, you help others, and indirectly help yourself, karma some call it, common sense is what it should be.
To balance creativity with responsibillity is hard work.
To give but not give to much, is hard work.
It's all hard work, no one, ever said it was going to be easy, that would'nt be any fun either.
Possibilities arise when you need them, not when you want them. Not to say giving up on pursuits gives you any advantage. It feels a bit counterintuitive to say it, but the feeling of it is much more convincing.
The duality of you.
To keep a positive mindset, even in the most impossible moments.
"Even when I pierce the veil with bravery, fear rides the underbelly of my sword."
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