I don't want to be a writer or an artist. I hate it. I want to live like a normal person lives. I crave this. I want this burden in my heart to be lifted. I want to be able to experience emotions like a normal human being does.

The joke is that you can't escape it. The problem with the true artists is, they can't sell their art, because as soon a price is on that, they feel the price on them. And art, real art, is priceless ;).

Now you have your answer :D.