Very moving post my friend... I love to write, like you said I know I am not a good author just yet... but I know I have the potential to be, I can feel it my bones. Your post has help to motivate me even more... Life can be fucked up sometimes an shit happens to good people, stay strong and keep moving forward my brother.
Thank you Brother... just keep writing and it will come. I'm not good yet either, but I can see improvement and that's what counts.
4real