I actually wish that I couldn't relate to your words as much as I do. The darkest place in this world is in my own mind, I have to deal with it and try to keep it in its boundaries but it will never ever fade away. Maybe we need our demons to really appreciate to colorful things in life but there is a line that shouldn't be crossed by those demons. Once they take over it is hard to see and think without the influence of those dark parts within yourself. But in my opinion it definitely helps to write about it. To me it feels like those thoughts are lossing strength when you try to confront them through writing. I guess it helps you as well, so keep on having this creative output of your feelings. I can only speak for myself but I guess I will never be bored of your thoughts and words so you can count on me as a loyal reader! :)
You're amazing for that <3 I love your posts we have such a similar outlook, it's dope. I feel the same way. Writing releases all the shit building in my mind. And the more I write the better I feel... Maybe ot's a bit of a confidence boost too, ya know? Taking a break from spending days on end in bed miserable to write something so real, rereading and recognizing theres talent and passion within you really quiets the voices screaming out "You're useless."