For some reason that was really fucking hard for me to get through!

I think you're right in that a lot of great ideas aren't popular though, and the fact that you said that if they were they would likely be boring might perhaps have helped me.

I know that your method of writing has helped me a lot already. I feel like I'm on the cusp of getting into the right mode for here. I worked way too hard on posts, and I've done freewrites and bullshit. Now I must combine the two, and post some really good shit, and some nice interesting low effort stuff. Life is a balance.