FUCK IT

in #writing7 years ago

Yo the word fuck is dumb.
It makes me sound dumb and I don't like using it.
I am not a good person.
Or rather I havent been in recent years at all.
I hate myself.
And I hate those who I've hurt
I feel awful about it becuase its with me til the end
So I sincerely am sorry
And need to rectify my demons
My past is fucked
These past 3 years
I need to fix a lot
i need to apologize
I hope it nots too late for me
I'll see you in the ether
and say i'm sorry
im sorry
my grave will say im sorry
but sorry doesn't cut it
am i stupid
i dont know
but fuck i wish i felt like this forever
am i a loser
i need to change myself and my life
im so dumb

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