Why I....

in #writing7 years ago

Temporarily stopped writing on Steemit.

Because Steemit has become a spammers/ trolls hang out.

My first Steemit post was about a failed DIY Peanut Butter experiment. I did not know what to expect from Steemit back then, imagine my surprise when somebody whom I don’t know personally upvoted it and left a kind message. The community vibe was very warm, everybody was reading each other’s content with eagerness and posting relevant well thought comments. Joining Steemit was like discovering a brand-new world. Unlike Facebook, there were no trolls, no haters and everybody was supportive of each other. I was in awe with this amazing community.I started writing almost every day about anything that tickled my fancy with no expectations about how much money I can earn. The supportive community made me relive my fantasy of becoming good in writing.

But then, one day spammers ruled the Steemit world. Comments started to become useless -- “Nice Post!”, “Great Photo!” “Amazing, thanks for sharing!” has become the copy and paste comments of every article. My perfect world is slowly becoming the world I was running away from.

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Because I started to earn less and less.

A $1 worth of post feels like I was hitting the jackpot, never in my whole life did I imagine myself getting paid because of my writing. (I am a bad writer, I let my former classmate write my essays because I suck at writing.) Until I wrote about a recent trip to Palawan which earned more than $100. That’s when I realized that Steemit has the power change my life if I just take it seriously. And so I started to write more travel posts trying to put up even better articles than the first one. But those earned less than $10.

And then it made me think, what am I doing wrong? I thought readers are interested in travel? And then I wrote some more… still no luck. Then I stopped writing about my travels.

I started submitting Color Challenge entries, just to convince myself that I’m still an active Steemit user. These photos got more likes than my travel posts. What the hell? Does that mean that I don’t have to work my ass off to get upvotes? Then I started posting more crap. And then no more.

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You might think that I am making excuses about not writing on Steemit. Well then, let me tell you.. You are right!

I’m listing down these “problems” because I am too afraid to admit that I can’t produce quality content. That I’ve been lazy. So I have to blame someone, something, somebody for my actions. Because I’m too afraid to admit these to myself.

But now I’m back. I’m back to square one. And that’s okay. I will start writing again. You will hear more about my adventures, misadventures, what I think about the book I’ve read, the dog that keeps barking at me, the karaoke noise of my neighbor, my favorite blog, exercise I do at home and the things that you are not interested in.

I will write because I have found the best place to share my thoughts.

P.S. The picture doesn't have anything to do with this topic, I just want to throw it in there. :P

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You're not back to square one. You're right where you need to be. #thealliance

Welcome back for one thing, we at #thealliance are all for helping curb the negatives that happen on steemit by actually posting useful comments and voting. Although steemit is still somewhat illusive as to how it causesoney to be made. Persistence I think is one of the most important factors in this network and the main reason why I now out like 5 subjects in my main profile header. That way I can talk about many subjects that sort of relate to eachother but still remain true to what I like to post as well!

@beng05, I feel the same way. I'm not a writer nor a blogger, or at least I don't think I'm very good at it. However, I absolutely love being on @steemit and seeing everyones articles and videos and pictures. This is the place that I would like to create a living from, especially with all of the random things that I know, but . . . I just started making over a $1 on my posts. They take time and energy and effort and I feel like no one cares. I'm going to continue to write and blog and maybe start adding videos cause this is what I want to do!

I am not here as much as I would like because I am chronically ill. My energy levels have been poor lately. Do what you can.

Going back To square one can sometimes be the best to thing. And then you are wiser. Don't let the naysayers kill your mood comparison is the thief of Joy. Just to do what you do best and we're here to support you that's why you're on the team.

You should be more positive and consistent, start commenting yourself with relevant content on other posts, be the change you want :D

Good luck! Steem on!

Thanks for the advice @jwolf. Will start doing those again. :)

my pleasure :D

When the Weather starts to change Adjust the Sails and prepare for the current trend.... I regret that i learnt this too late. All the best in everything Beng05 if i ever get succesful on steemit 1day ill def mention you on my award speach lol, u helped me when you didnt have to.

Good to see you reclaiming your passion. I suggest following @jaynie, @michaeldavid and @awarenessraiser to help with staying focused :) Glad you're back!

Nice post!

lol, had to :)

Wow, you really opened up! i love it!

For the record, and I think others will agree, you are in fact a good writer. ;)

Keep them coming!

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I have only been on her about a month but I totally get what you are saying. I spend so much time on steemit and analyze my posts trying to see what is working, what isn't working and what people are interested in. I share a lot about a particular topic that not many seem interested in but I am sticking to it cause I like to share info about it. I will also admit that you know what there is a good bit of trolling and such going on. I try to upvote new posts and much as I can throughout the day and some days I get really tired of trying to find good content from real (non spammy people) to give my upvote too. I share with the people I follow and upvote all the time to them but I wanted to do more...I am not following you so I have some great additional content to read.

I will admit I am looking forward to reading about the dog that barks at you, and the noisy karaoke neighbors..as well as some traveling. I love to see places but don't often get the chance. Anyways, thanks for showing your heart and determination and honesty. It is refreshing. Best of luck.

Thanks @topkpop. I can see that from this comment alone you are worth following. Hoping to read your posts as well. :)

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