Dreamazoid

I did not want to wake up that's how intense it was. Then the telephone rang about 5.o'clock in the morning, I was half irritated cause of the interruption, and half curios to know who this is. I hoped that this is not someone that dialed the wrong number, cause my vibe would've alter granularly, and i would've had to encode the whole situation with the bugging question, why is this happening?

Last night I didn't smoke nor drank, I stopped both recently. After a long day of educational team work with my girlfriend towards our 3 years old daughter, and the crashing light despair mood I had (I guess it‘s because I don't have no time for composing, writing, and kissing the muse on the spots I want), I was tired. I went to sleep questioning myself, if this life style would keep me healthy and sane for a longer while, or is it going to cut surprisingly after a long period of time, and make me recognize that all this was a waste of my creative young age that i dropped into the black hole, in order to be there for the family, and not egoistically concentrate on my artist way of life, which I clearly started missing.
I remember as I been surrounded by the same caliber how creative and happy I was. Not that I was unhappy at that moment, but more of insecure. I knew investing my energy into the family would be much worth in a long term, rather then being a lonely artist with a shattered heart who writes sad songs or paints dark images and eventually makes it. So I slept without being able answering all of this, full of analyzes about the past years and a light sentimental mood about certain situations and places I've been. Until I fell asleep.

Then the telephone rang about 5 o'clock in the morning. It was Erica on the phone. She called from San Diego. She just got a new acoustic guitar and a set of new strings, so she wanted me to hear some of her new songs. Thanks God I was thinking, it wasn't somebody dialing the wrong Number, and I was happy it was Erica. I love Erica and her Artistic vain, she's a family friend and part of my inspirational path about writing lyrical structures and song material. So the dialog went like:

"Hey..how you doing?" I asked, and she said "Visual."

I was laughing in my mind, but my expression was a half sleeping laugh that almost sounded like a bad acting.

"What time is it there?" She asked.

„I don't know 5 in the morning I guess?"

"So how is everything in San Diego and your life?" I was curious.

"Great". She answered enthusiastically.

I was having this mixed up feeling of being happy for her, and another part of it was envying her, and asking for a State trade. She said she's coming to visit in about six weeks..and i asked "Why?"

She answered half wondering "Why not?"

"Why not!" I repeated, and we both fell in laughter.

From her telling, San Diego and her lifestyle gave me a picture of a modern hippie and a carefree world, something I would've enjoy being into right now. We talked for a couple of minutes and the rest of the dialog went into being concerned about our children and their momentary state. I was surprised she said she's living alone for a year now. Oh well, I was thinking, she's a strong young lady and she got herself a new Acoustic guitar, she‘ll be alright.

But yeah...my Dream. It was one of this almost Deja-vu kind of realities where u go like..I know this from somewhere, but this wasn't that case all the way. I know this from somewhere, is something I read from trusted sources, the Mayan calendar, the Shamans, the 2012 happening, all this was appearing to early in my dream, and it went something like this.
The News on TV, Radio and all other medias informed everyone about this spectacle they called "The Transition" and no one should be scared cause it's going to be a reach visual and save happening for everyone. They were trying to convince people that no one will get hurt. In my Dream I was scarred and uncertain about this, cause I read a bunch about "The Transition", and I was questioning, wasn't this suppose to happen during the day and 6 years later? So I started getting ready about something I wasn't quiet sure what to expect from, and I was slightly terrified.

It was a dark evening in a town I use to visit as a kid, called Debar, a small city in Macedonia. I was there with my girlfriend and my little daughter in my arms, our views focused onto the skies, as most of the people that gathered in small groups did. We had everything we needed for a daily picnic. Our eyes was constantly addressing the sky that wasn't looking that clear...kind of foggy, and that's the part that I found strange.
So suddenly this wasn't a dream cause it was so real and i accepted it subconsciously as a reality. The sky looked like a Photoshop layered picture with an extra fog layer on it, to make the firmament look unrealistic. We wasn't looking for too long...and then!

The fog disappeared abruptly, the sky was now so dark bluish crystal clear, like I had problems with my eyes just moments before. A composition of stars and colors started to move into formations so quick, that it was slow enough for us to follow. A glittering shine like no one has ever witnessed before was parading the deep dark bluish sky. All you heard from the gatherers was a surprising and thrilling "Ooooooowwhhh" and "Aaaaah.“ My daughter was smiling and pointing at the stars, while I was standing and holding her in my arms. I was frozen from fascination and fear at the same time.
I didn't wanted to act fearful, other wise I would've snap my daughters little hand, drag it down, and run for a save place to watch this spectacular show. The manifestation occurred for several minutes and the sounds was getting more thrilling and mesmerizing. Thousands of things was happening at the same time and it was so beautiful and majestic that I felt like, I don't know jack about anything I thought I knew. While staring at the unusual crystallized dark bluish sky and all its heavenly adoptions, it boggled my mind and i was baffled. Then all of a sudden a bigger star with a red / purple / orange color that seemed to be closer to Earth, was falling into a cordon of smaller stars that was actually far away and melted into them, while making this super shinny blink crystals glowing thousands of colors ring. Then they all layered on a belly of a blue / white belt. Everything was so close, but yet so far away, like we were part of them, and they wanted to show us a good show like we've never imagined in our wildest dreams. Then it all stopped. The fog got slowly back, and we all seemed to be new people. My daughter was smiling, my girlfriend was still staring at the sky and I was speechless.

I didn't wanted to wake up that's how intense it was. Then the telephone rang about 5.o'clock in the morning, I was half irritated cause of the interruption, and half curios to know who this is. I hoped that this is not someone that dialed the wrong number, cause my vibe would've alter granularly, and I would've had to encode the whole situation with the bugging question, why is this happening?

Now...why did Erica said she feels "Visual?" How did she know what I was dreaming of? Before I fell asleep, I wasn't thinking about any of these. I could've just start tripping and take this as some sort of sign, or as my father would say when I was a kid after reporting him some of my weirdest dreams, "The blanket slipped and your ass wasn't covered..that's why you had dreams like that", and then he would smile and just walk away, but I wasn't tripping, cause Erica distracted me.

Now this trip was more intense then any other I had with a set and setting.
So our brain is capable of this state without drugs too? Really? I'm thrilled and changed for a long minute, and I know now, not everything I knew was legit. I also know that most of us is conditioned on misinterpretations that some of us fall to believe, but that night, and that dream showed me, that if something like this really happened in real life, then people would understand that we don't know jack about anything, and something is out there that knows us better then we know ourselves. This something, also knows that we are idiots, that are about to ruin this planet and this something wants to stop us from doing exactly just that. This something is the love within, and it can impossibly be a mankind. Ya'll call it what you want and trust the power that leads us all together, but it's made out of love. It is love.

So let's just remind ourselves that love should be the only law, and let‘s collectively accept that, and live happier and longer on this planet, without the cacophonous vibes in our society nowadays.
At this point i would like to quote the late Elie Wiesel:

The opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference.

And I would personally add to it:

Something we can easily find i way to deal with.

Thanks fro reading.

Cheers!

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