As a big day is approaching, I have less and less money!

I haven't written about this, but it really has gone too far with these financial troubles. I bough a tuxedo, rings, my fiance and me are really trying to make this perfect. I think that we deserved a perfect wedding. Of course that we want the most beautiful invitation cards, restaurant, decorations... but everything has it's cost. So, we reduced the event and it will be more humble, but we are happy and can't wait February 18th. Honestly, there is good side and there is bad side of not having a job at the moment. I work few weeks there, few weeks there and nobody needs my services for longer period.

This is the altar in little chapel for my wedding

Good side of not having a job at the moment

I have time for this organization, so my beautiful bride can rely on me. Basically, I am her driver last few weeks. But fuel has it's price as my car parts. I have to buy a new car because I will need a family car soon and this one that I have now is real wreck and I threat it as an bicycle. I didn't pay much for that old car, but in few months I will need a new car and I will be happy if I find a perfect offer.

This is a fireplace in a restaurant where celebration will be held

Bad side of not having a job

I always avoided to spend more than I have. But now, my bank accounts went below the zero. I can't spend on unnecessary things anymore, I have to make really good financial plan. I worked few part - time jobs in last two months, but I still haven't get paid for that. And a lot of people owe me some money for my beats and mixes, so now, I will have act as an policeman to get my money. I really need every penny I can find. I reduced everything what I don't really need and buy only elementary needs that are necessary for life.

My empty pockets

Phone problem

Few months ago I had a perfect job, on which I worked for two years. But some bad things happened and now I don't have it. But then, I signed a contract with a telecommunication company, and now I have dept for three months unpaid bills. Stupid me! And now, they shut me down. I can make calls anymore. I can go on Internet anymore, except via my home WiFi. And I have unpaid bills for that, too.

I use my phone mostly for my Steem - needs. I posted so many times from my phone and uploaded many large photos via my DATA CONNECTION.

Every month I crossed the 3 GB limit. And now I am in dept of 1400$, which is not a large sum of money, but in this time, it means an empire to me. This morning I was surprised because I can't make any calls anymore :(!

Damn Phone Bill

Considering of POWERING DOWN for one week.

I decided to cash out my savings. POWERING DOWN came across my mind many times, but I keep myself strong willed. I intended my STEEM POWER for my child after the birth in July 2017. But if I find a good job, I will not touch this Steem Power, because I always think about Steemit as a long-term obligation and it would be shame if I press POWER DOWN. I would cry many days for that. My friend say that one week is not so much to cash out from my STEEM POWER. But my fingers just can't decide.

I found many good friends on this network so I'm looking for an advice or words of encouragement. Thank you, my sisters and brothers Steemers!