Exactly, the reason why is because I haven't smoked any pot in over a month. I did not ration my supply from last time, and now I am paying the consequences. Smoking Weed makes me very mellow, not smoking makes me "not so much!" Glad you picked up on all that! I don't do drugs, mushrooms are all natural, so they don't count, and I have not smoked any DMT either in months! I used to do speed, a micro dose a day helps with the writing(you see). However I did quit all that about two years ago, or so! Most of my stress comes from steemit and not being on control, so we just have to let go! I am ok with the flags, don't worry about me, just keep doing the same old thing, everything should work out fine in the end, you'll see! Thank you for your support!