Ohh, I understand. You can get better at it practicing. And for having studies, there are a lot of tutorials on YouTube. You can learn by your own.
I drew when I was a child, but I stopped drawing at some point of my teenage years and I didn't draw again. And I wasn't bad at it, to be honest.
You should definitely take it up again, drawing is the best way I've found to reconnect with myself.
I'll try it when I get some pending things done. I don't feel like it's the moment yet.