Amazing post and really touching by the way! From a personal point of view as a person who had hard time durring his youth. At one point of my life i had to move out to another place and switch schools and i was put in a verry different enviroment. I was surrounded by kids who were having a lot more valuable possesions and clothes and money. They were mocking me because i was not on their level. I was feeling terrible at that time and i desperate. After couple of years , long after i was pass those dark times i remembered about those days and understood that when i was most vulnerable i was also in absolute control of my future because i was dealing alone with this personal issue and i was taking decisions which determined my personality. Thank you for reminding me that the night is darkest right before the sunrise! :)