@alexbeyman,
First I hope now you are doing well! Atleast I could see you are trying to cure the pain. That's a good thing!
But, I can't do a comment about this video! Coz, my data connection limit is exceeded and tomorrow morning I can watch this video! (at office time :D)
Anyway, I feel good, coz I could see you are slowly coming back to the normal life!
Cheers~