I completely understand about being depressed and in a low. I think being depressed during the holidays amplifies it by 100. This is supposed to be the happiest time of the year and boom life gives ya the old sucker punch. I'm sorry you are feeling this way. It's great to hear about your fiance being done with Graves disease. It really sucks that she has to deal with hypothyroidism for the rest of her life but I hope it becomes more manageable and she continues to improve. It's really good you are self aware and you are taking this weekend off. It's really nice you all can be together during this sad time. You are a great friend. I will send you, your fiance, and best friend some positive thoughts.