TJ I've always found you to be fairly open and always try to see things from both sides (left vs right etc), I appreciate that. You will always be entertaining, it's inside you. YouTube seems to be fucking everyone over and it will come to their demise, they'll become the new MySpace, once a giant.
My wife has a vlog channel on YouTube, she has about 36k subs, not huge but by no means small. All she does is vlog, she doesn't talk about politics, religion or use bad language but she will always get the amber demonetisation icon. Her mother has been automatically unsubscribed from her 5 times! YES, YouTube has unsubbed her own mother 5 times! hahahaha
Just keep creating dude, I'll always be watching.