I’ve just felt so tired lately, I feel like I’m working nonstop. and never have the free time I want, and the people I enjoy spending time with a slowly drifting away, it’s enough I can stay up and talk to people but it’s probably only screwing me over more
I’m still pretty new to adulthood, and I guess I just haven’t gotten used to the lifestyle yet lol
Genuinely, I’ve always followed the Advice to not seek out people, and enjoy the view as I go through life
But I need a breath of fresh air, I feel like I’m more mature than my friends to a point where I need to be around people who know that the fuck they’re talking about
I like being challenged, I don’t want to be the one bestowing my advice onto others just for it to be brushed off or ignored
I know what place I’m in
It just…..I think it’s starting to weigh on me, the lack of respect I get
I love to joke around and stoop to others levels, but I really do crave feeling like I’m a smart person who has learned life lessons the hard way
I guess maybe I just need more serious friends, probably explains why I’ve been single for a long time now too 😂