Are you still trying to make it or have you given up?
If you had x amount of Steem for it, now with Hive, did you not get the same x amount from here? Has that not helped?
I'm trying to think of how I can help, so, if you do not mind, may I ask whether you know how to create a website on WordPress? If yes, maybe I could give a little more as I am trying to start something new.
I hope to hear from you soon - and take care of yourself, with a wife and children your life is even more important now.