Thats terrifying! I'm sorry about your situation. Vaccines should have a positive effect towards stopping the spread of disease, but for sure it's not always positive in every aspect. I remember there was news back in japan about the side effects of vaccines (not the flu one though, it was the one for hpv prevention) and the government has called for a stop of the vaccination then. You can see it here: http://www.tokyotimes.com/side-effects-in-young-girls-take-gardasil-out-from-japanese-market/

Maybe vaccines should be studied in greater details and improvement is certainly needed. Overall however I'm not against vaccination, but side effects really need to be addressed!