Thank you for this post and how you write honestly and from the heart. I am looking through your posts and am learning writing skills I never learned throughout schooling as I am not generally a great writer. I have lots of ideas and rapid thoughts, but its hard for me to put that into words that are structured properly. I also like that you are posting just a few posts a day instead of many so you have the time to reread and edit and go through what wording is best and post the best quality content you can. I suffered the most awful hallucination recently, and had to spend a day at the hospital recovering so I empathize with you. I'm glad you are part of this community. 😀
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what was your hallucination? I'm very interested in this kind of thing, as I have experienced it during many times in my life. Luckily, mine go away after the stress leaves.
Mine was due to an improper medicine level and an extremely depressed state. I didn't hear voices exactly so much as urges that for some reason I had hurt to hurt my parents (I don't know how to explain it without sounding crazy, but basically for some reason I had to kill them and kill myself) it made me cry harder than I ever have because it felt so real although I knew that wasn't who i was. I was awake but at the same time in another state of mind. I went into convulsions and had to go to the hospital and basically just relax and they think I may have had a seizure. It looked like something out of the exorcist almost where I was awake but lost control of my speech and ability to stop moving. Suffice to say it was the darkest scariest moment of my life and something only someone who has had an experience like that can truly understand
ok, this sounds like a post for the secret writer. That is really scary!
If you want to share your secret, but don't want it attached to your name, you can. I split the profits 50% with whoever shares their secret. This sometimes helps people get the money and exposure that they can't do on their own https://steemit.com/secret-writer/@stellabelle/get-revenue-anonymously-how-to-submit-a-secret-to-the-secret-writer-project
Absolutely I will let you do that. I am glad to find someone who is an awesome individual that understand some of what I have gone through. Id like to raise awareness so that others don't feel alone. If it prevents one suicide or changes someone's thoughts about the stigma attached to it I am honored to help in any way I can. If you need more info and would like to ask by email, I can provide that. Whatever you need to make it easy and stress free for you as well. And what a brilliant idea for those who are shy but would like a great writer to help share the thoughts they feel alone in. This makes me so happy. Many thanks to you @stellabelle! I will guide any users I see that might benefit from that service your way. Realized I misread it so I will edit here. Cn you five me any tips you think would benefit others when I share this experience? You can absolutely edit my post I will send you as I am not a significantly skilled writer. Just a passionate person with many creative ideas ☺
I also have a few questions that maybe I can send along to better understand a few aspects of steemit that may be etiquette or that I am not completely sure of.