I'm glad to see some level of relief through this post compared to the previous one.

I believe the issue is not what Utopian is supposed to achieve, as others seem to be doing well on the same path, but it's a combination of bad luck and mistakes, where for the latter I have my portion of responsibility.

Everybody make mistakes, so you don't have to blame yourself too much. It may seem to you that utopian isn't doing well as other projects on the steem block chain, but the fact is this....""Utopian is the best project on the steem block chain"" as far as I'm concerned. Take it or leave it.

There is always hard times. You've passed through it, so what you've endured in the past is more than what you have to endure to make Utopian colony a reality.

I wish you all the best in all your endeavor.