A wonderful gift may not be wrapped as you expect.Time has taught us a visual reflex which surfaces all lovable materialistic things in our mind and presents them infront of our eyes, once we hear the term "present or gift".I think this reflex is more developed in people who have not seen adversities in life.
To me this materialistic world has no value because I have lost one thing in my life which is more precious than this entire world.
I would love to get that thing back as a gift.And that will be the best gift in my life so far and for rest of my life.
But who can give me that gift? What that gift is?Is anyone so cruel in this world who holds that thing but does not give it me?
No body in this world can, that is why, I say this world is valueleas for me.
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Only ALMIGHTY GOD can give me that gift. Oh GOD I am longing for it. I have no tears left to shed now. I have no one to seek help for. You have given no one the authority to help me.You are watxhing me suffering.How long ! How long! How long shall I suffer?
Oh GOD either give it directly to me or help by helping someone to discover treatment for an uncurable terminally blinding disease of eyes that I am suffering from.
Feeling sorry for you but it seems that you have suffered a lot!
please be patient.....everything will be okay......take your time!!!
Hope so.
If you believe than You will be cured,...Start thinking that that is something passing...
I try to stay positive but conditiom is deteriorating day by day and it has severly depressed me.
I wish no body to hear the statement which i heard, that is, when docs say we can't do anything.And the worst part is that i am doc myself and i kmow what is my fate as anticipated by nature of disease.
Yes, but we also have karma,...You can clean your bad karma only with spiritual activities by Serving Radha and Krsna. There are no material solutions to material problems, problems connected to this material body,...no. Only Spiritual solutions... You need to Serve,...Also take care of Your subtle body, clean it...Ayur vedic medicine has many answers. The basic is Serving...
No medicine has proved useful so far.
I hope some miracle to happen otherwise life will soon be not worth living.
Thank you.