Oh don't repeat the negative or the struggle that is so damaging!

Here is what one of your posts said:

"With Love and Patience, nothing is impossible." [Daisaku Ikeda]

So repeat instead - 'With Love and Patience, Everything is Possible!"

It's all about keeping going and finding a way, change and adapt and find what works for you and makes you happy. Enjoy the process and the struggle will just vanish. Wishing you well. :)