Hi @blackelephant. I just wanted to let you know that I see your post and I'm rooting for you.
I don't think of crowdfunding as begging. I think it's the community coming together to help one another.
It's good to be grateful and I see that you are. Remember, giving helps the giver also. We all benefit when more of us are getting our needs met. We need each other.
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Nikema
--@nikema, @steemfunder, @popschools