Hi Edith, you have spoken and i believe you. As you older especially in the understanding of life and grasp the full meaning of suffering, many things are forgiveable. Many people have done time. They longer deserve any more suffering. Yes, some people have done time and left to me, have paid for all their crime. I get tired of life really, cos i suffer too much, i have done time, so much time but my suffering is a rare case, satan sits on that case, but the case in itself is in Jehovah's bosom, that's why i am here and that's exactly what's in my posts and perhaps, exactly why it has a measure of impact in touching people. it's a long road and we will be it together, even with your kids and family and we will laugh together. I don't talk much about my issues cos regardless of my issues, this has been my path.
In the meantime:
https://steemit.com/steemit/@surpassinggoogle/untalented-contest-what-has-steemit-come-to-mean-to-you-imploring-every-steemian-of-all-languages-to-participate