Untalented contest by @surpassinggoogle who am i?

Who I am? here I will leave some lines to know a little of me.

My name is:
Monica Bermudez, I am from Zulia State, but currently I live in Guanare, Portuguesa State "Venezuela", I am 39 years old, I am the youngest of 5 siblings and for them I am the consent of my mother, I have 12 nephews, by the way, when the little ones begin to say their first words always call me "Mocala." All the children of my cousins ​​tell me aunt, and the truth is that they are countless, my family is very big.

I always kept the hope that my parents were eternal and I understood the stark reality, the day my father left this world January 8, 2001 was the saddest day of my life, he was an exemplary father, for me he will always be my hero , today remembering that game still feel like it burns me inside. I thank God that I can still count on my mother and I hope they will be for many more years.

At 16 I started college, and although I did not finish for personal reasons I still feel that I miss her, I had a relationship at that time and I got pregnant, but the relationship did not last long, my son today is 18 years old. 11 years lives with his father and my family, unfortunately I do not have it with me.

Where I am?
I arrived in Guanare at the age of 28, I came to visit and I loved this city where I currently live, it is small, but with very special people, their treatment, their humility and their warmth is something that you can not get anywhere. I decided to stay a while and that time became 11 years, I found the love of my life. I live here with my partner and although I am not married, I maintain a stable and beautiful relationship.

My dreams?
From childhood I had many dreams, typical of the sign Pisces "dreamers". Between my dreams was to have a house a car and a stable family, thank God I have achieved, only missing the car that I know I will soon get it. I dreamed a lot of traveling to know other countries other cultures other foods, dreams that still remain, I would like to go to two countries in specific "India" and "Spain" to meet personally two excellent human beings that I knew through my work to: @birjudanak @ veronica1983.

My fears
To think that there is after this life, where are we going? What happens at that moment when he dies? What do you feel after that step?

Seeing myself obliged to emigrate to another country, where you do not know what is waiting for you or how you are treated, I am a very calm, quiet person and I flee to problems because I am not very expressive and that really terrifies me.

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