i know, you are stronger than before, I feel it
the courage to write it here is enough that you are gaining back yourself in a process,

• Sometimes, the best help you can get is not from whoever but from above.
  I never thought you've come to that kind of life, you seems happy, charming, careless and free within the face of your smile,

-life is always unfair, But with God, all is well.
your friend, albertvhons