Now, i have her by my side, i can't even shop for her as all my money goes to hospital instead and when i decide; "let me buy this or that", i am stuck in between, because she is ill and weak. There will be "these times", i am positive but once she gets well, let her start here on steemit, to seeing the beauty we create even as a result of her, to touch even all the mama(s) on mama earth.

I must say i understand how you feel and i am sure in no time she will be out of there and you will be able to take her shopping and she will see how loved you are here on steemit.