My friend, we all have within us the capacity to do this work. I've made lots of mistakes in my life and hurt a lot of people along the way. I've failed more times than I care to count and I work hard to get back up too. The pain that I endured was intense but I use it to inspire and motivate rather than give up and quit. Quitting is not an option. My wife and I both told ourselves that we will do everything we can in this life time to get it 'right' this time. So we reject a lot of the distractions and temptations so that we can do this work. Still have a long ways to go. It is easier when people like yourselves can share in that journey so that we can help one another. That way the strong can help the weak. Nobody should be left behind my friend. Nobody!