I have never smoked and so I literally have no idea of what you are going through. Listening to you gives me a certain perspective on the matter though and the helps with me understanding your situation. Glad for that :-)
I have been looking at this series for the past week and never really participated in it since this issue is far from me. Know after watching the video I feel that I should have commented earlier. A valuable lesson for me.
Lesson well learnt ✊