I believe we think in pretty much the same way and agree on most things.

And every single person who try to spread our message, will experience the doubt and ask them self if they do it the right way or if it is worth it.
Specially since so few common people actually understand what we try to say.

But i can also see by the way you talk about it that this is not something you just have started, so i know you also have seen some people starting to understand it, and that makes it worth it.

Since we dont control the media like the government does, there is no hope for us to spread our message to the people in just 5 or 10 year.
I have no hope of seeing any kind of revolution in that direction in my lifetime, so i can not be disappointed in that way.
I know that the only thing i really can do, is to plant seed for the future generation, but i still think it is worth it.

I have a good example, its not about Anarchy(i fight to spread other truths as well):

The example i am about to tell you about, is about the history about Khazaria.
To cover up the lies in the Balfour Declaration, the history about Khazaria have been censored in the west since 1945/48.
Both in history books and in schools.

For 8 years i have written about it, and been called crazy and a conspiracy nuts and so on, just for saying that it was a place called Khazaria.
I have tried to write about it in Wikipedia too, but it has always been deleted within a day or two.
Most people would simply just give up then.
I guess i have lost something like 90% of my friends for the same reason..
But i dont think i as a person is important at all compare to what the truth is, so i dont mind, and after some time, it even make me stronger. :)

The point is, that because i and many other never gave up to tell about it, people can actually read about Khazaria in Wikipedia to day, and even about Pax Khazarica.. :)

Only 3 years ago, the ONLY thing we could read about it then, was that it was something crazy conspiracy people talked about, and that it was not even clear what does crazy people tried to say.
But because so many people never gave up, they have now at least admitted that Khazaria was real, and even added some of its story there.
And for just about a year ago, when i searched on youtube about it, i had to search really deep before i found 2-3 posts about it.
To day, even my mother would have found it easy on youtube.. ;)

I believe it is the same about Anarchy, the more people who never give up to talk about it, the more people will start to realise that it does not mean chaos, but that it actually is a serious political platform to build a community on. :)

And beside from convincing new people about this,
for each time you write about it, you will also inspire other that believe in the same to keep up their good work.
And to find new and better ways to explain it. :)

I hope you never lose your fire, and i shall read all of your original posts in time.

(I am 99% sure that you have seen this video with Larken Rose and his girlfriend Amanda about Anarchy, but just in case you have not, i have to post a link to it.)
I think it might be the best video/explanation i have seen for newbies to understand what Anarchy really is and is not:

Its a nice video to show your friends.. ;)