Yay! So glad you got at least some of the time to be what you wanted! Lol! And that is funny since you're always so warm and social, but especially genuine on Discord & Steemit! I am very chatty and I usually blame it on being Portuguese, but I'm definitely chattier than my brothers, but I get self-conscious when it comes to posting regularly or even when I start to get more heavily involved with a Discord server. I don't know what that's about. I too was not part of the "in crowd. On the contrary, I was labelled as a nerd in Jr High, but I didn't care. I loved volunteering at the library and still love reshelving books using the beloved Dewey decimal system. 😆 I guess we all have our quirks.