Every you have said here is weighty. You are experienced and this will work for me as well same as it did you. I watched the whole death process and there is loads of criticism, i do feel i did nothing and have done nothing much for her when she was alive but Jehovah is bigger than our hearts, so i won't let that eat me up. As for rest and health, i need to restore that. I have never had any of those. Relegated life and all its goodies for years, so that my next whisper in my parents ear upon seeing them next will be whispers of good news. I thnink this was the year but i only saw my mum after close to 5 years for 16 days and the entire 16 days was turmoil-some. We never got to speak of anything much, like the future etc. And on the last day, everything happened so so so fast. Stay awesome