Rape scenes in movies are what come to mind
I read the book The Last Duel and saw the movie...in both, the rape-scene was not very nice...rather repellent I guess...I know people who have been through it and it disgusts me.
I hope the things that you have seen stay lost in foggy memories.
Soma have, thankfully, and some come back when I'm asleep so I wake up; it's easier that way.