Dear @hanggggbeee, thank you for sharing your story.
I am from South America (Brazil), if you need any advices from there, let me know.
I remember when I decided to go study in Australia and do a Eurotrip. My family was all excited saying how brave I was.
In my mind, they were the brave ones for accepting the life they had. I was just unsatisfied and in search of more.

And by the way. Don't let your family choose someone for you. We take the love we think we deserve. And I know you deserve the best, and only you can know who this one will be.

I'm following you. Follow me back ;)
Take care