I continue to appreciate the sobriety with which you share your story! A few things stand out to me:
Allot of my dysphoria lately centers around my chest. I have come to terms with needing to get implants . . . I really feel that having a propper size chest would cut down on the misgendering and that would dramatically improve my state of being.
I am glad that you have a concrete something that you know will reduce the dysphoria. I am MORE glad that you are working with physicians to become more congruent physically with your true self.
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Allot of my dysphoria lately centers around my chest. I have come to terms with needing to get implants and am taking the necessary steps to get it done its just taking forever and i'm frustrated. I really feel that having a propper size chest would cut down on the misgendering and that would dramatically improve my state of being.
You cannot pay me to revisit puberty! I was a violent whiplash between excessive joy and extreme devastation and sadness. So volatile, and as an adolescent, you get a hard pass. I couldn't imagine managing as an adult, dealing with the public. Goodness.
Thank you so much for reading! I really appreciate the support.
It's all about figuring out stop gaps as my bottom surgery gets closer, im getting closer its just the details now lol, and livability, anything to make the everyday just a bit smoother helps soooooo much.
Uhg me too! Puberty the first time was just a nightmare and got to tell you it is not at all better as a "grown up" lol. I just think people need to know why we lose it so completely sometimes lol, puberty is a nightmare even when its everything you ever wanted LMAO:-)