Teardrop: Why? |@dionardronquillo

Why is it people had to experience a heavy heart, and sometimes it affects your mood, your action and emotions?

It is possible that we human, should not feel these things and be okay every time.

If I only have a choice, I choose rather to feel nothing, be numb and be emotionless. Because all I feel every time I love, is hurt and pain. Whenever I give my heart to someone or something it's always painful because I don’t seem to get the love that I deserve.

Why do we love? Can I not love somebody or how can I unloved someone, it's unfair because you don’t have a choice, you just feel it, can I not feel it, because I do not want it to be felt, I don’t have a freedom to choose to not feel it.

Why can’t we choose the person we should love? Not the heart decides and you can do nothing about it, why do we love someone who can never be yours, why do we feel these feeling to someone even if you already knew when you love that person all you can get is pain and sorrow. Why does God allow it? Do I deserve to experience this? All I want is a love that reciprocates, from the right person.

Why can’t we love, only to the person God prepared for us? And not on the wrong ones...

What is the purpose of “love at the wrong time” and “right time but the wrong love”

Why is these phrases exist? Why they do exists, what for?

Is it just to hurt people, why? Some would say to prepare you for the right person, then why do I need to be prepared for the person that was meant to be with me and made perfectly for me.

Love is not for me.

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