Some Thoughts

I haven't written anything in a long while and today I finally said, well fuck it let's write something.

I don't have any interesting things I would like to share so I thought I would just write down some of my thoughts. I recently went through some things with my girlfriend, which left me wondering who I am. Thankfully, everything is fine now between my girlfriend and I, and in fact everything is going really good, almost perfect, and I couldn't be happier. But even so, I still feel kind of emty. Those things we went through, were some things I said and did, which were not that great (don't warry I didn't cheat on her, I would never do that). And when she helped me realise what I was doing, I felt like I was the most awful person in the world. I almost got my self a one way ticket to a place called ''Identity crysis''. And even though I think I avoided it, I still have my doubts. That's why I want to go back to my country, Greece, for a week or so, to calm my mind and recollect my thoughts. But I still haven't asked my parents if I am allowed to, because I think I already know what they are going to say. There is no way, my parents, will allow me, a 16 year old teen, to stay completely alone at our old house in Greece. The only way that would happen, is if I manage to convince my father to let me do it. And yeah, maybe it could work, I am a good diplomat, but the problem is, my father is an even better one. And now I'm left here still wondering if I actually know who I am or not, while also having in mind that I can't do anything about it because I'm not old enough.

Anyway, enough of listening to me complain about my life.
Thanks for reading.