You're starting to get old in twenty or thirty years old

in #thirty6 years ago

 Mr . Murakami said , I always thought people are grown old , not a matter of fact , he is a member of the moment of being old .

At first saw it , didn ' t feel it . Feeling very young at the time , just twenty , " 2 " word at the beginning of the age , don ' t need to pretend they ' re a grown - up , because we were adults . feel " three " well , ten years , like a dark , endless night , forget that , I couldn ' t make out .

Brenner , on college campuses aimlessly wandering , learning to enrich still can learn , can also be a four - man dormitory wandering without a destination , to play the game later in the year , don ' t wanna play anymore . In the community of the world may be active , for from the 1950s , also may be in the business of the road , with great enthusiasm . can have a drink , talked at length about the political , with nothing to smoke , gossip and art . slumber party going all night long until he got to have class tomorrow morning , the holiday was coming to the end of the semester until he got to university exams . Someone love , love somebody , someone , anyone , anyone , anyone decadence . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .

seems to be in his 20s , had plenty of time and space , there are a lot of stupid weekend . There are a lot of space . there are still a large amount of energy , spirit and strength , can not sleep during the week , the weekend after a good night ' s sleep to recover , and can be drunk to vomit , throwing again to continue drinking .

However , when the second benmingnian just passed , suddenly found themselves with a lot of this stuff is starting to lay still , rather than static , probably to the Murakami has remarked , one is the moment of being old . When you get old , " with respect to the outer at - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - began to perceive less sensitive , naturally nothing new .

It used to joke that someone call his uncle , someone calls her aunt , write a text , listening to some of the songs into the public , some are bucking the trend of watching the movie , but I clearly know , young age , there is still a long way to go , many people want to see , there are a lot of sense to understand .

Now it ' s different , I myself was still very young , but she plainly voice , urged herself , keep traveling . flipping through the previous article , and found that those early years pretend to write the truth , and it still is applicable except that at the time is out , this time to practice .

And don ' t understand something ? a woman of the world ? Life ?

Over the past years , more or less experienced students , also witnessed the death , and love of life , are sweet , but also pain , affection in the care of the insurgency , but are beginning to understand that , in their friendship and support , command , and also there is a rupture , the vortex of the workplace , have harvesting , also have lost . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . .

We started to become slower and slower , just like Luo Man Rolland says most people in their twenties and thirties on and she died , because this age , they only take their shadows , thereafter for the rest of your life then that ' s fucking himself spent the day in and day out , more mechanical , More posturing and what they have done in your lifetime , I think , love or hate about yourself .

There are a lot of truth in the book of the word without again from the crevices of the pay period , reduced itself to this month ' s rent and electricity for the next month , next year or the year of the car of the house , even if people didn ' t say , but seem to be aware of what is going on . look at the people around him , everybody really hard but are also starting to become mechanically repeated efforts .

In Shenzhen , shares with a colleague who was working for a couple of years , because there is only one room , he ' s a case of the comparison .

Each month has spent much of the overtime work , night work , even if he is around ten coming in each month the size of the week , he almost didn ' t take one . in my opinion , he tries hard enough .

a day after coming back to my computer , regardless of a video , listening to the news , and then also picks up his phone on a cellular phone , artistically back and forth , usually until the small hours of the morning , morning , and come in to work .

So the days went by in the repetition in the beginning , I still feel incredible , how life can be over like this ? I had to sleep a little earlier , why not ? Mingming back can re - learn , why not ?

It wasn ' t until later , I found myself also started is repeatedly made day , such as off - duty , also gave it a brush and your circle of friends , then go write those routines like the article , to figure out what to do about it . Review the others , someone ' s a large variety of pressure , well ? they work so hard , couldn ' t come back to relax ?

But , I still think that life has problems of a life - script should not be told in such a way , at the end of the story is already written , we ' ll just have to play every day to live , and then plot the END and the like , the curtain falls .

Remember the movie " Boyhood " at the end of the episode , Olivia ' s mother , and her son Mason finally after high school , decided to sell the house when we moved in , throw away their past Mason and his photographs , his mother suddenly sat there crying .

When Mason asked his mother what to expect when , his mother said , I suddenly realized , my life is the way of falling in love , married children of divorce , also did find such a job , but like the previous day to teach kids to ride a bike , after you walk the children to attend college , but after that it was only about " my funeral ! " . Mason asked his mother , to see my life fast - forward four decades ? His mother said , I think life would have been more !

Would we not think life will have more to say ? But many people in their 20s and 30s through to its older life , day in and day out singles runs in cycles to work each day , punch the clock off , go home and lie down on the couch watching TV with the swipe of a phone . Most people in their twenties and thirties when they have been growing old , but I think someone could still be young , this could be you , or me .

Just like ibrahim B in the latest series of essays he wrote on the cover of the world , as some people laying in the mud , watching his life smooshed , but some people poke the fogbound tells us that people have to live in the cloud .

I think , this cloud of possible and probably is , and the world is also interested in the world and there is curiosity , constantly traveling and reading , travel from the outer extended the length of life , reading from the life of the increase in thickness , so as to give their lives to inject new vitality .
 

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