In my previous Blog on Ecency, I had written this week about having my PayPal Account hacked. Not pretty when that is where your Disability Check is to be delivered via direct deposit. No one seems to understand the bureaucratic bull sh*t that one must go through. My anxiety is through the roof as, I must now wait 6-8 weeks for my "Paper Check" to arrive into my new Venmo account which I do have a debit card for. According to the Social Security Administration in the US, I have to wait for the deposit to be returned and then they will deposit it into the new account. It's all just a mess.

Now, I am at the point of not knowing what to do. I have borrowed/received funds from friends however, I am still short $100.00 (US) from meeting the most important bills ie: Rent, Cat Food, Insurance for The Furkids, Groceries, you know how it goes.

If I didn't have bad luck, I'd have no luck. Dealing with this on top of Depression and Panic & Anxiety Disorder makes all of this 100x magnified. Besides the fact that I have a metatarsal joint removal surgery scheduled for Wednesday May 4th. That too is on my mind.

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So, what I am asking for is help. Not a hand out but a hand up. I don't know how far this post will reach. Or even if anyone cares. I feel alone. As well as, shamed for even asking for strangers to help me. I lost my pride long ago unfortunately.

We as in me and the furkids THANK YOU and if you can't help thanks for at least reading this.

Thank you again.
Sincerely,
Ed, Prini and Tigger