Wow, lot's to read here. yeah, I mean, if you put that 100k into crypto you'd be a millionaire multiple times over. Heart breaking right?

You didn't kill our dad. You don't need to put that on yourself. Even if you did putting it on you isn't going to solve it. Just set your intention to leave this place a better one than you found it and you'll make him proud.

Yeah, we got a bad deal going. Not your fault. Hopefully this experiment in financial slavery will end soon and without violence. May it usher in an era of peace, abundance, and liberty.