#teardrops SMT , Working mom's dilemma:Motherhood is the hardest thing and the greatest thing.

I am sorry if I say "gikapoy kaayo ko mga anak " (I'm so tired)
every time you ask me to play with you.

I am sorry that other kids get to have their moms drop them off and pick them up from school.

I am sorry that I sometimes feel like I see the screen of my phone more than your beautiful eyes.

I am sorry that I cry myself to sleep more nights than I can count
because I don't know how to win at motherhood.

I am so guilty...

But no matter how sorry I am,
I am also thankful.

Thankful everytime you say "I love you, mommy!" out of the blue.

But I am most thankful that when I squeeze your hand too tight on the way to my work
you squeeze mine right back, harder.

I love you Psalm Rodzell and Zenroe.

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