#Tear Drops: Dad what's my fault.

in #teardrops7 years ago (edited)


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I did not know why I was treated like this by my father. My dad always wreaked all his anger at me, but there are still two older siblings who are more mature and understand than me. My name is Rahma, I'm the third daughter of four brothers From all my brothers who are treated differently, I always keep all the words of the father but why father still applies rough to me. I do not know what my fault to my father.

After I finished the evening prayer prayer I rested for a while, I lay my body in the bed then I took my phone. Suddenly my father came to me and some what was disturbing my father's mind until he wreaked his resentment at me.Ayah took my mobile phone, pulled by force. defend it but dad is much stronger than me till finally dad gets it. The phone's dump is facing me, it's broken the phone into pieces that are scattered. I can only cry resigned to the father's treatment that recently changed, the father became rude to me. which was destroyed, I tried to fix it but the phone was no longer able to be repaired. Without my consciousness my sister witnessed the incident.I've twice dad like this to me, yesterday father had confiscated my cellphone.Now my only mobile phone was slammed and destroyed already.

I'm getting less and less understanding with all this. As usual every morning I say goodbye to school to my mother.

"Mother... Rahma wants to go to school first, ma'am?" I told Mother
"Yeah."
"Rahma asked for pocket money mother."
"But the mother is not having Rahma's money."
"Well, sir, let's leave Rahma first."
"Yeah, be careful."

That's how my mother, my mother did not work so the mother has the money given by my brother or father, and even then it is not always given. Now my family is hit by the economic crisis, so my father became rude because of the economic pressure that must bear the installments and daily necessities. My sister is working but my brother is selfish and self-centered as my older sister is still in college.

After school I wished there was food for me., mothers do not cook because the mother does not have money for shopping. I must hold my hunger, and suddenly the mother came to me and asked.
"Rahma, why dad so hate you boy. What's wrong with your daddy?"
"Rahma does not know why you are doing that. The father also holds to Rahma."
"How are you?" Asked my mother curious.
"Yesterday my father slammed Rahma's cell phone."
"God, father is outrageous."
"Udah bu Rahma is nothing."
"Rahma is patient, mother also can not do anything. Tomorrow if mother there is money later mother replace."
"No need Mother, Rahma did not ask for anything."
Mother hugged me and I tried to hold back my tears because I did not want to make mothers sad.

For two days I have not eaten, my stomach feels very hungry. My mother does not have any money, mother eat using money giving sister and that too I did not get part of my dinner. All of which have not left at all for me.Aku ventured ask for money to sister for me to eat. , my brother was so firm with me. He did not give me a penny even he screamed at me. I do not know what to do, I can not stand it and very hungry. I'm confused and I decided to take my savings money and I gave my mother to be able to shop and meet my daily needs. day too for my sister's allowance. Even though I had to drain all the rest of my savings it did not matter to me.

My father is silent when he sees me, I hate the attitude of a selfish father. I am blamed and I am the outlet of father's anger. I like no father's son, all this time I just silent with all my father's treatment, I try patiently facing him. more understanding and appreciate my presence, I am not the only child of the father....I try to survive for the mother., because the mother is the same like me. Only mom can understand me.

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