Wow! It can't be that bad my dear @julietisrael, you need to find some quiet time to reflect about your life and see if it fits the picture that you see. Being a working, independent single lady is not easy. Pray about this and the Holy Spirit the comforter will guide you. It might not be the way you want it but in the end it will turn out beautiful for you.

If you must quit, quit to something stable. Cheer up dear.