My Poem [#4]: "My Past" - My teardrops entry for @SURPASSINGGOOGLE (TEARDROPS)

My Past

by: @dinmark09

It seems like I can’t sleep tonight,
My heart feels so tight.
I just can’t help myself,
But think of the past in my life’s shelf.

I opened the window after I rose up from my bed,
Then I grasped the cold breeze of the wind.
I found myself looking at the sky,
I held my chest with a deep sigh.

I keep on praying every moment,
Hoping to disperse this unpleasant sentiment.
But why do I still live with that current episode
in my life?
It keeps on stabbing my heart as if it’s a double
Blade knife.

I just can’t smile because my tears are falling,
And my heart keeps on breaking.
I never thought that I still have this feeling.
Feeling that darkened my past,
But I know that is would still last.

I just can’t understand what I feel,
Every time I remember my past.
Even though I want to forget them all,
But still, they keeps on lingering on my mind.

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