Sounds pretty much like me , @frankiic3 , except the fact I am working 14 hours a job and a business , anxiety run through my mind everyday
Am I not good enough for this?
Do others deserve more than me?
What if everything goes in one snatch?
Am I missing all on the fun?
Why don't I have a girl in my life?

All we can do is to try is being positive , and enjoy life as it is being served in the platter